im not sure what im feeling about today but it isnt great two nights ago i had a dream that my wife and i got covid i think more than anything it was because i dont want to return to work one night ago last night in fact i dreamt about my friend and he told me his parents abused him as a child and i never knew and something else he told me but i dont remember it now im awake but it was a weird dream a disconcerting dream for a fact and i dont know what to make of it or of my mood today its been raining all day it started yesterday afternoon it was really very hot and humid and then we heard thunder we were in joanns looking for yarn my wife is making things for our friends baby i decided to try to make a blanket i got gray yarn a pound of it and went home and looked up a pattern it came out of a book and i began blankets it turns out are very much work and i didnt even make a row i will work more on it when i get home today but really all i want to do is lay at home and watch avatar and maybe drink more daiquiris which is where i think my downfall came yesterday i had many of them and my wife did too but she can hold them better phone calls today were strange and frustrating i havent wanted to be here at all today and i am not sure exactly why i have just over another hour here and then im going home and eating probably and then who knows sleeping yes and then it all again day by day is all i can do now covid has flattened it all out
but today is my sisters birthday and im happy for her for that i will call her when i get home though i didnt get her anything maybe she wont get me anything either we have an understanding that way
we wear these things so much we forget each others faces a coworker said and also mentioned the governor keeping us on phase 2 for the time being and possibly taking us backward to one which i am in favor of to be perfectly honest